Baby on Board

Last year a friend suggested that I journal to give myself more insight into my feelings about my divorce and family problems, and to just record some of the stuff I was dealing with or contemplating at that particular time.  I made it about 5 months and decided it was more fun to blog. But of course this is true since my blog is mostly light-hearted and positive....mostly being the key word here. The journal was started when I was going thru a really hard time so a lot of my posts are full of sadness, rage, loneliness, and worry--not so much fun to write about.



Last night I was gathering up some notebooks for a friend and I came across my journal. I read it from front to back and let the emotions wash over me. Good times, sad times, angry times, hurt feelings, happiness and naturally some of my weirdness and warped sense of humor. But one entry was a little more magical than some of the others.

On 11-8-17 my journal entry said that I was having very vivid dreams and for a change I was actually remembering them.  I had written about a dream that I had the night before.  In my dream I saw my son and his wife standing in front of a full moon and the moon had a gold ring around it. I wondered if this was an omen that they were expecting again.

Now flash forward------>Nick and Sarah are expecting and the baby is due on 9-6-18.